RattailBoy

I wasn't always so small, my waist not so slim, my ribs not as hollow as my heart. I was just scared again. I never took my life, but you know I tried. I just couldn't do it. part of me didn't want to die. and I wasn't always so fragile, so quick to flinch from touch, but I didn't know how to love you, that's why I ran so much. Your eyes were always gentle, brown but filled with tears, already thinking of the future's painful years. but still each day you held me, and I wouldn't let you know, that everyday it mattered. Every day, you didn't let me go. You never really noticed, because you weren't the first. but I was getting thin, and m